. . . During this silence, Euroaquilo took opportunity to advance a brewing question. “My Dusme, many are the dreams we have shared since the Great War, yet never have I found revealed your adventures of this great and terrible battle. Now you speak to me concerning your experiences regarding the Day or Tears in such an off-handed way so as to dismiss it. Please share with me the moments of your glory during that conflict. Why hide it from me any longer?”
Darla’s jaw stiffened and face soured. At length, she relented. “To you I will speak of this matter, but you
must not tell another soul for its pain is too deep for my ears to hear it
repeated. Until the healing day, it must
remain secret.”
Euroaquilo promised he would keep it so.
Darla slumped as if in remorse, tears welling up in her
eyes. Resigned to her fate, she began
her account.
“My platoon had been together for just over a year, I being
its senior officer. We had already
participated in six major engagements up to that time, having lost eighty
percent of our original complement and, even with replacements, were currently
down to only seventeen troopers reporting for duty. Our acting company commander, First Leftenant
Ricteer, had ordered us dug in above Mordem Heights, which we held from spring
to mid-summer. The constant soaking
rains and lack of sanitary conditions were making us all sick. By early summer we were calling ourselves the
‘mudpuppies’ because of how badly we stunk and our deplorable living conditions
we called ‘home’.”
“When High Command asked for volunteers to man transports
for a gathering invasion fleet, I offered up the ‘mudpuppies’ seeing we should
all die soon if we remained in those filthy trenches much longer. We shipped aboard some wreck of an ore
freighter converted into a transport… I don’t even recall its name… our job
being to support the crew and maintain the safety of the ship. It was little better than what we left
behind… Not really. We had hot food, warm showers, and dry bunks
to sleep in, and our duties weren’t overbearing, and we had a good ship’s
captain. In short order, we’d settled
into keeping things safe for the six hundred men and women of the Eleventh
Infantry Battalion, they suffering far worse from their overcrowded living
conditions.”
“Twelve days out, we were joined up by six other transports
and their support ships and were only hours away from the Commodore
CythereaNoah’ha’s Third Teleohodos Battle group. The captain had just heaved off the lines
from a supply ship and had called down my fire crew when all hell broke loose. Several squadrons of enemy fighters and heavies
slammed into us without warning. We were
sitting ducks, eight lightly armed transports, a half dozen merchantmen, and
all defended by two cutters, an ancient barq, and a handful of antique
fighters, facing over thirty frontline enemy attackers.”
“Our fire station was aft the main hold, near the
stern. After refusing stays on the
refilled canisters of thallium oxysulfide, my crew of nine departed, leaving
the remainder of the stowage work for the incoming fire crew. Following the captain’s shipboard combat zone
protocol, we remained suited up and on internal life support systems until we
were safely retired from the fuel storage compartments. It’s a good thing we did.”
“We had only just entered the second deck safety locker, in
process of closing the lower hatch, when exploding torpedoes ignited the
thallium oxysulfide, creating a massive firestorm that engulfed the hold,
incinerating everyone below and aft of us.
The ship’s energy systems couldn’t take the strain, rupturing our
shields and buckling the first deck, which tore everything on that level
asunder. Corporal JasmiKusbi and Private
SoshieZulita were instantly sucked out through the hatch, while the rest of us
were slammed about like rag dolls in a whirlwind until the hatch fully
sealed. Had the hatch remained open one
more second, none of us would have survived.”
“Things happened so fast.
The floor of our locker buckled, twisting its walls up something
dreadful, but somehow it held long enough for us to escape through an emergency
hatch into the boson’s pantry and out through the officers’ mess. We were very fortunate because our fire suits
were not only self-contained, but made of much tougher material than ordinary
suits, being designed for harsh duty.
Those suits saved us that day. I
later heard that our platoon sergeant, LeviaBritt, was cast to the skies when
the ship blew apart, being rescued several hours later by search scullers.”
Darla’s mind drifted into private thoughts, she staring off into space as if reliving some particular moment in her life. When she realized what had happened, she tried to make excuse. Euroaquilo nodded politely, acting as though he had not noticed. He then commented about how warm the room was getting while handing her a kerchief to wipe her sweating forehead.
Darla’s mind drifted into private thoughts, she staring off into space as if reliving some particular moment in her life. When she realized what had happened, she tried to make excuse. Euroaquilo nodded politely, acting as though he had not noticed. He then commented about how warm the room was getting while handing her a kerchief to wipe her sweating forehead.
Thanking him, she then went on. “As we stumbled along the debris-filled
companionway, searching for a way to reach the upper levels, we heard the cries
and screams of the trapped, injured and dying, and also the shouts of others
trying to escape or assist those in need.
There was nothing we could do to assist, what with the numerous fires
breaking out and filling the passageway with noxious smoke, and the terrified
soldiers packing the narrow walkway. My
current duty was to save my fire crew, I realizing that the entire second deck
could collapse at any moment, sending us all into the bitter cold of deep
space.”
“With only the flashing of emergency lights to see by and the deafening bleating of alarms in our ears, we found it very hard to locate our escape from the second deck, which was rapidly tearing apart. We were moving forward along the main passageway, expecting at any moment to be crushed by collapsing bulkheads, or swept from the ship through a buckling deck. To our left we could hear the constant tearing and screeching of metal as deck plates and compartments gave way to the ever-hungry vacuum of space.”
“At length, we took a narrow passage that went to the right,
I recalling it led to an emergency hatch that went to the third deck. Finding and opening the hatch, we assisted
two dozen or so others who’d followed us up to the third level. Being the last one up, I secured the hatch,
fearing we would lose the seals on the second deck at any moment. My heart ached to think of my brothers and
sisters trapped below, but could only hope they might find another way of
escape.”
“Exiting a tiny containment chamber, we found ourselves on
the shuttle bridge. Already it was so
packed with people, it was nearly impossible to move. Everything was so rushed at the moment, my
mind racing with my duties to my fire crew and the need to locate the others in
my platoon, so much so that I ignored the people around me as best I could,
only reflecting on those events in the lonely hours while awaiting my rescue. To this day the guilt haunts me, for what I
witnessed there makes me feel that much more the miscreant and coward.”
Euroaquilo attempted to make excuse for Darla by calling
attention to the fickle winds of war.
Darla would have none of it. “I watched the real heroes that day…the crew of that tramp freighter fighting so hard to save lives. The duty officers and other marines assisting the injured and confused, calming others in a panic, and… and sacrificing everything so someone else could hope for a chance to live.”
Darla would have none of it. “I watched the real heroes that day…the crew of that tramp freighter fighting so hard to save lives. The duty officers and other marines assisting the injured and confused, calming others in a panic, and… and sacrificing everything so someone else could hope for a chance to live.”
“A midshipman feverishly worked to help load one of the
shuttles, she clothed only her officer’s kepi.
Another sailor surrendered up his oxygen suit to an injured soldier
before assisting her into a shuttle.
There was no panic, the officers in charge refusing to permit that. No.
While I scrambled about to find escape, those brave warriors stood their
stations, saving lives. I doubt few of
them ever made it away alive… and yet how many of my comrades owe their lives
to them?”
“Give me a minute, please...” Darla excused herself and walked toward the
back of the bridge and past the elevator.
Euroaquilo believed he heard quiet sobs, but remained where he sat, waiting upon Darla’s privacy. Eventually the woman returned, sitting again, but remained silent for some time. Finally, through reddened eyes, she looked into Euroaquilo’s.
Euroaquilo believed he heard quiet sobs, but remained where he sat, waiting upon Darla’s privacy. Eventually the woman returned, sitting again, but remained silent for some time. Finally, through reddened eyes, she looked into Euroaquilo’s.
“I could not locate any of my other platoon members, so I
attempted to get my fire crew queued up to board the shuttles. The lines were very long. It was decided that my 2nd Duty Officer, Corporal AsteiosAllotrios, and I
would go up to the fourth deck to search for our remaining platoon members and,
if unsuccessful, make our attempted escape via one of the several tethered
craft riding piggyback on the ship’s hull.”
“With the elevators and all the main portals secured, we
made our way aft to where the shuttle bay bulkhead separated the bay from the
ready chambers, which were still intact.
There we found an escape ladder that went up through an emergency hatch
that remained operable. We scurried up
the ladder as best we could, what with the bulky fire suits and extra life
support tanks we were still carrying.
Asteios spun the mechanical locking system release, pushed hard open the
hatch, and proceed to struggle through the tight opening, I helping by giving
her a gentle shove up.”
“Asteios was just halfway through the opening when another
explosion racked the doomed ship. The
hatch triggered automatically to close, slamming down a smashing blow on
Asteios’ back. I heard her scream of
agony in my headset before she passed out.
Then everything went crazy.”
“The shuttle bay was still holding, as well as the chamber
above us, but the power died, leaving us in almost total darkness. Then the gravity machines failed, at first
intermittently, which was deadly dangerous.
I heard the cries of those injured and dying when some crashed back to
the floor or were crushed by falling objects.
How I remained on the ladder, I cannot recall.”
“Finally, the gravity machines failed completely. Fortunately, the red flashing firelights
activated, helping us see a little bit.
In that eerie, pulsing world of mayhem, I somehow managed to push open
the hatch, freeing my unconscious companion - an easier thing to do without the
gravity systems working. My biggest fear
during this time was that those machines might start up again, sending me
plummeting into the living morass below.
It was a struggle, but I managed to seal the hatch while holding firm to
Asteios’ suit, something that, I believe, saved many lives, seeing what soon
happened to that fourth deck compartment.”
“The area we entered was called the ‘Aft Ready Transfer
Station’, one of the ship’s several docking bays with access hatches to
tethered shuttles riding piggyback on the transport. It was a ghastly sight to behold. An earlier firestorm had ravaged the place,
killing anyone in this area at the time.
The only living souls on that deck were recent arrivals like us. Seeing the situation, I decided to attempt
our escape by way of one of the tethered crafts, hoping there might still be
one able to give us safe passage from the ship’s coming doom.”
“Searching the destruction, I found that most of the exit
hatches were lighted up red, or flashing red, which indicated empty tethers or
ruined shuttles. The ones where I saw no
lights at all I never attempted, not knowing what might be there. My heart sank, I feeling that we were come to
our destruction. Then, just about the
time I was beginning to surrender our fate, I spotted a green glint out of the
corner of my eye. Holding my duty
officer snuggly by her harness, I pushed off for the light, only to come
crashing down to the tortured deck some feet away because the gravity machines
began working again.”
“Having twisted my ankle in that fall made it very difficult
for me, but thankfully the gravity machine was not operating at full
power. I managed to hobble my way
through the tangle and up the twelve-foot climb to that shining green ray of
hope above us. After what seemed an
eternity, I was up the ladder, with a semiconscious Asteios tied off to my fire
line lying on the deck down below.
Hesitantly, I pushed the release button, fearing there was no rescue on
the other side of the hatch, only to be sucked into the black cold of empty
space.”
“But no! There was
rescue…what, at the moment, I could not tell.
About four feet away was another closed hatch that opened into an escape
craft, its safety light, too, was still green.
Crawling into the connecting tube, I hit the switch and the most
pleasant sound of servos met my ears, revealing the cockpit of an old T-4
fighter. It only took a minute or so,
but it seemed like hours, after I had crawled into the tiny ship and managed to
pull Asteios up to safety.”
“Asteios’ feet had just cleared the hatch when I felt a
terrible rumble and heard a roar and then someone crying for help. I looked down the connecting tube in time to
see a hand reaching up for help through boiling smoke. An instant later all was quiet, the entrance
hatch having slid shut, its sensors automatically closing us off from the
destruction below.”
“There was no time to think about the fate of that poor soul
who was so close to escape. I
frantically worked removing Asteios’ life-support tanks and firefighting gear
so I could secure her in the fore navigator’s seat. I also had to remove my helmet and extra gear
because of the tight spaces there. She
groaned so, in pain, as I secured the harness over her shoulders. I knew I was torturing her, but… there was
nothing else for it.”
“I was almost finished, leaning back, when I was startled by
a sudden thud! On the fighter’s
canopy, next to my head. I glanced up,
almost falling over with shock. For just
an instant of time, I stared into frozen eyes that were blankly staring back at
me. My mind can still see it as clearly
now as I saw it then…the most beautiful of white marble statues looked in
serenely upon me, it smiling so carefree.
It was carved so flawlessly perfect in every detail, the work of a
master carver. Then it was gone, my mind
having not been able to comprehend that it was not a statue, but a once living,
breathing woman creature with the same hopes, loves, and desires I possessed.”
Darla looked Euroaquilo in the eyes. “She must have been already dead when cast
into those icy seas, for the death that awaits those thrown into a vacuum alive
is often much more gruesome.”
Euroaquilo only nodded in agreement.
Darla continued, she fidgeting with her fingers. “Though the corpse quickly passed by, it was
instantly replaced with the most horrific and macabre of scenes I ever
witnessed. Many are the fields of
slaughter I have stood upon, but nothing ever to compare to that hour, that
place, that horror. My demon cannot
conjure up a more horrific nightmare than what appeared before me in that
hour.”
“Debris of every description continued to erupt from the
dying troopship. Fiery smoke filled with
litter, machines, flotsam and jetsam, and…yes, bodies, dozens upon dozens being
thrown from the monster’s belly, whole and in pieces. The men and women on that ship were being
consumed by the ever hungry emptiness of space.
At times I would see people, alive, being flung from some newly erupted
hole in the beast, they thrashing about only seconds before silently drifting
away, frozen forever in their last gasp for life.”
“There were a few shuttles detaching from the ship, getting
away safe for the moment. But there were
other shuttles, still secured to the hull, or held loosely by some tether lines
that never moved, their passengers eternally waiting rescue. One, less than ten yards from my fighter,
drifted free of its mooring though it was still attached by guy wires to the
hull. It lazily rotated round and round,
the gaping holes in its sides revealing the fruitage of the slaughter, dozens
of more names to be written in the Silent Tombs. And this nightmarish vision was but one of so
many that overwhelmed my senses. As if
in very slow motion, I was watching the end of the world… one person at a
time.”
She hung her head in remorse. “And there was nothing I could but watch it
dissolve around me...”
Euroaquilo started to offer some comforting words.
Darla’s head snapped up with tear-filled, angry eyes
staring into his. “You shall not
interrupt me or, for a certainty, I will refuse you this tale! My heart is already overwhelmed to the point
of breaking. My words, my way, or the
struggle will be too great for me to relive with my speech. Better it is that I should have died that
day. Then, for absolution I would not
have begged these many years.”
Nodding with understanding, Euroaquilo remained
silent. He knew Darla was guilty of no
sin requiring absolution, but he understood quite well the remorse and guilt
that often floods a warrior’s heart when the winds of war allow that person
life while it rips it away from so many others.
Only now did he begin to understand why this woman never shared these
dreams with him. If only recalling
events by speech were ruining her so, how could she have survived the trauma
that a dream share would produce?
The rage over her own guilt did not diminish in her eyes,
or the self-loathing in her angry tone, as she went into a rant. “You think me innocent? Well I damn well am not innocent! I did nothing! Nothing! Here I sat, in a most fearsome fighting
craft, one like I had flown countless sorties in, and I could not gather my
wits to leave off the panic of securing my rescue and escape. Oh, I
the coward, standing the breach with
power unimagined, and I could not think to use it for other than a pardon from
death. I am so ashamed...”
She broke down crying, releasing pent-up energies that had
built up over these many years.
Euroaquilo did nothing, keeping his promise, he fully understanding that
‘upon every soldier must the night watch fall’.
Alone, the picket must stand the post, on to death or the morning light…
It is the battle each sentinel must undertake.
Gradually the tears subsided until, after one final
whimper, Darla continued. “I tell you…
many were the soldiers that day who kept their wits about them. If it hadn’t been for the insane actions of
those brave warriors, I doubt anyone would have lived to tell the tale of that
day.”
“The gun crews on that transport never left their stations
to make an escape. As the madness unfolded
around me, I saw the fiery spray of red, blue, and green tracers lighting up
the blackness, those gun turrets ever swinging back and forth to pour iron and
death upon the enemy. They stood their
posts to the end, dying with their fingers frozen on the triggers.”
“And our fighters…! Those heroic pilots fought with a
madness few have ever witnessed. Many of
the scrap heaps they flew were relics when we charged Memphis’ gates during the
Third Megiddo War, but in the hands of those warriors they were first-rate
killing machines. Why, sometimes one
fighter would take on five or six of the enemy’s best, breaking up one attack
after another.”
“One fighter blasted past, its guns all ablaze, it just
clearing the transport’s hull. I watched
amazed, seeing the pilot paying no heed to the fire and smoke belching out of
the gaping holes rented in it. Others I
saw took on the heavies, hurtling themselves against the overwhelming onslaught
with careless abandon. They dove like
hornets upon evil intruders, holding back the unleashing of their ordnance
until right on top of the enemy. And
when their guns went empty, some made their own fighters ‘missiles of
destruction’, turning those heavies into cauldrons of flaming death.”
“The troop ship was lazily spinning larboard, round and
round, providing me a panoramic view of this world of chaos. Slowly, like a full moon rising over the
hills, I witnessed a sight my eyes could not believe. In the distance, I could see two cutters
circling three of the troop transports, their defensive fire keeping many of
the attackers at bay. One of them, I
believe it was named the ‘Cranberry’… I recall that because it was moored
alongside our transport before our departure…”
“The cutter was an old squat thing, a converted collier possibly
from before the Three Hundred Years War.
Anyway, when it came around and turned hard to starboard, I saw that
everything in front of the fore bulkhead was a twisted jumble of wreckage, with
similar destruction on the upper decks all the way back past the captain’s
bridge, the outer hull being completely blown away over the communications and
battle bridges.”
“The Cranberry was slowly dissolving into nothing, just
like our troop ship, but it was still heavy into the fight. Somehow, the remaining crew managed to
maneuver that ship, keeping it between the enemy and the transports. All the while, the gun crews heated up the
sky with their cannons and torpedoes. I
never knew what became of that gallant ship and its brave crew. The annals from the Day of Tears doesn’t even
list the Cranberry on its roster… nor does it mention this horrific little
battle.”
Darla’s words came sharp and bitter. “I watched a sky full of heroes that
day. They fought with abandon, not to
save their own asses, but to save the helpless and weak! No battle
flags waved them forward. No glorious words to assuage troubled
hearts. They were the leaders, the wonderful throng who stood the line
without orders, defending this Empire… if it deserves defending. Their names are forgotten, not worthy of the
Council’s attention, worthless little
people who did only what they were supposed to do, nothing more, nothing
less. Why… isn’t that what they signed
on to do, anyway?”
(Author’s Note:
The Cranberry survived the battle Darla witnessed, but was abandoned because of
extensive damage. Of the seventy
officers and crew, thirty-two were lost, another twenty-one wounded. Salvage crews eventually took the ship in
tow, delivering it to the DowHardy Navy Depot, on Stargaton. There it languished in the salvage yards until
broken up for scrap in the days just before the King’s War… See The Slaughterhouse
Chronicles, pp. 892-4, Vol. II.)
Darla sighed long and sad.
She became quiet and morose to the point that Euroaquilo believed she
had finished with her account.
She had not.
She had not.
Looking across the bridge, through the window at the lashing rain, she continued. “I finally came to my wits and released the securing pins locking the fighter to the transport’s mooring station. We were just floating free, me about to charge the engines, when two enemy fighters swept over the ship. One opened fire on us, six tiny red tracers blurring across my vision. The fighters blasted past, leaving us and not returning. Whether we were considered a valueless target, or they were out of ordnance, I don’t know, but the damage done was sufficient to be devastating.”
“Computer systems, communications, hydraulics, electrics,
the main thrusters, even life support systems, were damaged or destroyed. There we were, tethered by a single line,
unable to escape certain death should the giant holding us fast decide to
shudder in fear or erupt in anger. And
then smoke began seeping up from the bomb bay compartment into the
cockpit. I needed to do something, and
it needed to be done fast.”
“I rummaged through my firefighter’s gear, finding a Plesso
Wrench. I took its claw end to rip loose
the pilot’s power control panel, and then used its side cutters to snip the
lead wires going to the computer. After
stripping the insulation, I managed to short out the security system, releasing
us from the tether line. Then I took to
jumping wires to ignite the engines, which didn’t happen. When I was about at my wits end, I finally
located the main switch wires for the vertical lift retro-rockets.”
“Touching those leads together set all four of the rockets
ablaze, sending us cart-wheeling away from the troopship. Fortunately, it was away and not toward,
because I couldn’t shut the rockets down.
It took me forever to jimmy the retro-switches before I gained enough
control to stabilize the fighter, much of the wiring harness having melted when
I touched those leads together, I having been forced to bypass the fuses in my
hurry. By the time I got the retro-power
under control, we were hundreds of miles from the fleet, drifting alone in the
stark emptiness.”
“While I was still struggling with the controls, about four
miles or so from the transport, there was this blinding orange fireball that
lit up the cockpit. Looking up, I saw
the fore and aft ends of my troop transport tumble off into space, leaving a
glowing white cloud of burning debris where the ship had once been. It’s funny, as I think about it. I was working so frantically to get that old
T-4 under control, I gave that event little notice until now.”
“Sometime after the Armistice, I was visited in the
convalescent hospital by Corporal SaleenHavson, the platoon’s clerk and my
bunkmate. The corporal was part of my
fire crew, escaping on the last shuttle to make it out before the troopship
exploded.”
Darla hung her head in remorse, speaking in little more
than a whisper. “Saleen was killed by
Stasis Pirates less than two months ago.”
She then wiped a tear from her eye and cleared her
throat. “Anyway… Saleen filled me in on
the fate of that ship.”
“The gallant crew saved nearly three-fourths of the troops
aboard the ship, losing over half of their own doing so. They surrendered up their lives to save over
four hundred others. Of my platoon…
everyone other than the fire crew did not survive the initial attack… their
barracks being one deck above the main boiler, which blew up when the fuel
storage hold was destroyed. Of my fire
crew… only four, including me, survived to tell of that event, Saleen being the
only member to survive totally unscathed that day.”
“Two of my crew, Privates TeleoZugos and DeuroHorkos gave
their fire suits to some injured comrades and remained behind to assist the
ship’s company. With the death of
Saleen, Sergeant LeviaBritt and I are the sole remaining survivors from the
Mudpuppy Platoon, and Levia was so badly damaged later at the Battle at Memphis
that she cannot recall her own name. I
visit her at the High Banks Sanatorium, up north of here, whenever I can get
the chance. I can tell by the look in
her eyes that she recognizes me. I think
it lifts her spirits when I come.”
Darla groaned as she stood, her legs aching from sitting too
long. She made her way back to the
elevator, leaning over the rail to view the sights below. The DusmeAstron was equipped with multi-leaf
safety hatches on each deck so that, spreading out like flower petals, the
hatches would close off the elevator opening and seal the separate floors of
the ship up tight. When opened, like it
was now, the exposed parts of the hatch wings pulsed green with hundreds of
tiny lights. When the lights began
flashing red, it was a warning to stand clear the elevator shaft.
Euroaquilo watched Darla from his officer’s chair. She was always so beautiful in form and
comeliness, so concerned about how well kept she appeared. Yet today, the woman looked old, aged like
the mountains, haggard. The long wars
had not been nice to her, she having fought in nearly all of them. How many of her lovers and companions’ names
were written now on the Silent Tombs? He
pondered. She had lost so much, given so
much, taken so much. Could her frail
body continue to weather the persistent storms hurled against her? He shuddered to think of his visions and the
coming Prisoner Exchange. Would that day
be her ‘Armageddon’? Would she survive
to tell of its passing?
In time, Darla returned to her chair. Staring out the distant portal, she noticed that although the driving winds were diminished, the rains still ruled the sky. Looking into folded hands, she continued her account.
“The smoke and toxic fumes were gathering in force. If it hadn’t been for the chemical filter
canisters on our fire suits, I doubt we could have survived. I locked Asteios’ helmet on, she crying out
in pain at my slightest touch. When I
explained to her what I was doing, she begged me to let her die. I could not.”
“I figured we had ten good hours of clean air from those
filters…longer if we conserved our energy.
I foolishly attempted to do without my canister, thinking it better to
save it for Asteios, if need be. After I
puked twice, almost passing out the second time, I had no choice but to use the
apparatus. My radio was broken in my
helmet, so communication was impossible.
I have no idea the suffering Asteios went through. I was heartbroken that I couldn’t even speak
consolingly to her. At least she was
staying alive.”
“I am a child of this wicked age and have few of the
witching powers of my older siblings.
Still, I attempted to focus in on the energy of the universe around
me. It was so difficult, what with my
growing fatigue and my ever-aching ankle.
I drifted in and out of sleep continually. It was during one of my waking times, when I
was adjusting the retro-thrust that I realized I wasn’t alone in that
wilderness.”
Darla smiled. “As I
slowly manipulated the thrusters, ever so slightly changing our course, I began
to notice a quiet tune playing in the back of my head. The more I altered course, the louder the
tune played. I discovered that if I
stayed on that course, the music would play hauntingly loud and clear, it
diminishing when I veered from it. It
was the same music that has always been with me, my companion when the world
around me is going to hell, when all hope is lost, when nothing is going
right. That little tune will start
playing, guiding me down a safe path, if I should make sure to listen to
it. I did this day.”
“I was so tired… Every bone in my body ached from the stress
of the day and my lungs burned from breathing so much poisoned air. I finally fell into a silent stupor, having
no idea how long I slept. I awoke to
sudden quiet. No music. I began to panic until looking out the
canopy. There, much to my surprise and
relief, I saw a beautiful blue-green planet.”
She looked at Euroaquilo, wondering aloud. “I lost track of time, I know, but after I
was rescued they told me the name and location of that star system. There is no way that broken T-4 managed that
distance in only ten hours. Even with
full thrusters and hard running, it was a good day’s journey from where our
troopship was attacked.”
“Anyway, trusting to the fact that the music had delivered
us here, I prepared to attempt a landing on the planet. I worked my way forward to Asteios, opening
her helmet long enough to communicate my intentions. She was groggy, offering little more than a
nod and a weak smile.”
“I had to close her helmet because of the toxic air, but
when I strapped her into the seat, oh, the pain she must have endured, me
twisting her broken back the way I did.
I cried out to Mother, tears streaming down my face to let me, please,
take Asteios’ pain and carry it for her.
I believed Asteios was dying, her injuries more severe than I’d
realized. I wanted so badly for my
companion to pass away in peace, dreaming of happier times and more pleasant
places.”
With tormented eyes, Darla lamented. “There are times when I have wished that
death take me. This was one of those
times. You know, the devil takes his
own, but I guess nobody finds me desirable...”
She broke into a little rhyme.
“Heaven and Hell both reject this waif.
So she wanders
the world on a midnight broom,
Seeking solace
with the wolves and snakes.
Ever, ever onward
goes the wayward child.
Chasing Death as
it flees her wiles.
Oh, my dear love,
why do you run from me,
When in your
sweet arms is where I should be?
So sings the
sailor lost on desperate seas.
With all hope
gone but the breath she breathes.”
A sad smile crept across her face. “That Jebbson fellow gifted me with that
tale. Said he made it up on night when
the schooner he was on was taking water and everyone thought they’d all
drown. Jebbson said an old Indian
medicine man told him that ‘if you seek death, it will flee you’. So he made up that little poem and shouted it
out to the storm. Well, he and the ship
survived the tempest. After that, he
would sing that little ditty when Death walked with him, for he said that Death
is like a flirtatious lover who ever seeks to catch but never be caught.”
“I changed the words a little, but… well… I don’t know why I
thought of it just now. That Jebbson is
a strange fellow. He can get into your
head – deep, I mean - like he knows who you are and what you’re about without
you ever saying a word to him. I like
him a lot.”
Euroaquilo nodded.
“He’s a good man. He’s a lot like
you. Likes a good fight and wants to see
it through to the end. He’s a scrapper,
can stir the pot with the Council.
Doesn’t make a lot of friends there, doesn’t care to. If I was Death, I’d be afraid of him, too...”
Darla smiled, nodding.
She then shook her head as if to clear it of these and other
distractions. She planted her hands on
her knees, leaning forward a bit. “Let
me get on with it.”
“As you know, and I learned that day, the T-4 is a stout
ship, designed back in the days when the welfare of the pilot was more
important than the ship’s. Its wings are
massive enough to permit a dead stick landing if need be, and for us it was
need be. With retrorocket propulsion, we
would be able to enter the planet’s atmosphere without overheating. Then, with the fighter’s generous wingspan, I
should have time to search out a reasonable landing place.”
“There were many worries that crossed my mind in the fateful
moments before making the final maneuvers into descent. I had one shot at this. There could be no turning back. So some questions: ‘Would I find ‘friendlies’? Was there truly breathable air down there? Not knowing the damage to the ship, would it
hold together after entering the planet’s heavy atmosphere?’ ”
“Some gauges still worked, like altitude and air speed, but
few others. I had already chosen the
landing location in the northern latitude, but close enough to the equator to
offer some seasonal warmth. Visuals
looked good, low mountains with broad valleys that, hopefully, offered several
safe landing spots. I waited for my
descent window and then committed us to whatever the fates offered us down
below.”
“The retrorockets held long enough to get us through the
most dangerous part of the entry. Much
to my joy, the batteries maintained a strong charge all the way down, allowing
me reasonable flight control over the air wing.
My calculations were quite adequate, bringing us down on deck at a
perfect altitude and slow enough descent to study the general terrain. I saw no signs of civilization, no cities,
communication towers, power dams, nothing… at least yet...”
“Narrowing my search to just north of a line of rocky
outcroppings, I swept down in a wide arching circle and lined up at what looked
to be a broad valley ideal for my purpose.
Well, I guess that others also found that valley to be the ideal for
similar reasons.”
“I’d dropped in real low, hiding myself from possible
hostile eyes. But that trick had also
blinded me to my landing spot because of several high hills to my immediate
north. Passing just south and west of a
tall rocky bluff, I lined up on my landing zone, nosed down a little and set up
a gliding trajectory for the location I’d decided on to land. About six miles out, I noticed some strange
shapes hidden among the scattered giant conifers up ahead. At just over two miles, I recognized those
shapes to be camouflaged fighters and buildings. I’d chosen to drop in on an enemy encampment!”
“I know I screamed in panic and frustration. I don’t remember it, but I know I did,
because I felt my heart rip right out of my chest, I was so terrified. ‘Get away!
Get away! Get away!’ I remember me shouting those words to myself
over and over. I almost ripped that old
joystick right out of its socket to turn away.
Yanking the nose up and rolling that T-4 over, I gained enough altitude
to clear those same bluffs and make my escape south.”
“We had been drifting straight in toward the enemy’s camp,
apparently on their same flight path.
They took no notice until I banked hard and retreated the scene. It would only be a matter of time before
they’d scramble their fighters and come after us. Still, I guess they’d believe we were
skedaddling, not thinking we were coming in for a crash landing. And we were
going to crash, for sure.”
“The question was, ‘how far could we get away before it
happened?’ As I hurried south, I hit my
retros again, hoping there might be something left in them. There was - about a four second burst, enough
to get us another eight or ten miles away. The terrain was also dropping, maybe several
hundred feet, but it looked real ugly.
We’d tear ourselves apart if some better landing sight didn’t appear
soon. By now I was flying the valley,
the hills above us on either side.
Seeing nothing but death approaching, I chose to follow a narrow canyon
that ran east between two tall buttes, and prepared myself for a hard landing.”
“After turning hard to port and descending into the canyon,
I noticed that up ahead was a tiny patch of gray and green several hundred feet
long and filled with pebbles and sticks.
I dropped the flaps and lifted the nose to stall out. I don’t remember the rest of the ride. I just remember holding back on that stick
with all my might, and then everything going black.”
“Things got a little fuzzy after that. I woke to the stink of smoke, not much, but a
real bad noxious stink. It was then I
realized my helmet was missing. How or
when it came off, I’ve no idea. My fear
of dying from the poisonous air was quickly assuaged. The cockpit was smashed all to hell, with the
canopy twisted beyond recognition, its glass shattered to the winds. There wasn’t enough left of that old T-4 to
know it had ever been an interstellar fighter.”
“The clearing I landed in was really a volcanic wash filled
with boulders and broken trees. The ship
piled into that field at over a hundred miles an hour, ripping itself to pieces
as it skidded through that jumbled mess.
Little was left of that machine other than the cockpit, upper hull, and
part of the tail section. At least the
fighter had cut a straight path along the skid way, not flipping, it finally
slamming to a stop against some ancient giant tree trunk.”
“It was eerily quiet, other than a little hissing of a steam
vent and the popping sounds from tiny electrical fires. I figure my fuel dump before we started our
descent saved us from a fiery inferno that would have surely enveloped us had
the tanks not been emptied. As it was,
there was little to burn. The fires died
quickly.”
Darla blinked several times, shaking her head as her heart
returned to those fitful hours. “I was
waked by a burning sensation in my leg.
Also, the fingers on my left hand were crushed and broken, and blood ran
down my face, half blinding me. I was a
mess! Blinking away the blood, I saw
that Asteios’ navigator’s seat was torn loose, pinning her between it and the
control panel. I bolted forward to help
her, instantly falling back in screaming agony.”
“When I regained my senses, I checked to see what the matter
was with my leg. Shocked I was to find a
barb of metal sticking three inches out from where my kneecap should have
been. It was then that I realized how
close to death I’d come. My pilot’s seat
was skewed and twisted… but it had held… how I don’t know, what with the
wreckage piled into it. Our sudden stop
into that tree must have broken all kinds of things loose behind me, driving
the rear of the ship into the cockpit.
One jagged spear-like piece of metal punched its way through the lower
panel of my seat and into the back of my leg, ruining my kneecap.” Feeling with my hand, for I could not see the
damage done to me, I discovered that my leg was skewered, the spike of the
shaft sticking some three inches out the front of my knee.”
“’Oh, this is a
sweet one you’ve done, fool.’ I said
to myself. What was I to do now? My sister was possibly already dead, and
I? I was near to being little more than
a trophy for the day’s hunt, my head the guest of honor at the night’s
festivities, it garishly staring down from the pike at the end of the feasting
table. This was not good. I must do something quickly. I must get away, but how, what with my leg
already being skewered upon a pike?”
“As our friend Jebbson has been heard to say, ‘desperate
times call for desperate measures.’
Well, I was desperate. The only
way I was going to escape torture and certain death was to get unstuck. The first attempt racked my body with such
nauseating pain that I wretched into passing out. When I came to, I was sweating profusely and
breathing hard. I began to panic,
feeling there was no escape.”
“I fought down the panic, reasoning that any pain I might
inflict upon myself would be far less than what the enemy would do when they
found me. Pain was my friend for the
moment. Pain offered me freedom. All I had to do was reach out and embrace it,
seek it like you do the arms of your lover.
I gripped the front of my seat and with all my strength lunged forward.”
“Well…” Darla smiled, grimacing with the memory. “It was no lover’s embrace...” She admitted, “Having my belly ripped open at
the Battle of Argototh was nowhere as cripplingly agonizing an experience. Pain was no lover, but it did save me that day,
freeing me from a certain, even more painful, death.”
“While the world spun around me, turning ever gray, I
stumbled forward, falling over the wreckage to get to my sister. I’m sure she was already dead, but I refused
to accept it. ‘I’ll get us out!’ I screamed.
‘Hang on! Hang on! We’ll get out of this!’ I then began slamming my shoulder into the
cockpit side door to smash it open.”
“I have no memory of the following moments… or hours. When I awoke, I found I was free of the
fighter, a pilot’s pistol and my life support system beside me. There, only feet away, Asteios lay, looking
like she was resting, so peacefully resting.”
She shook her head.
“How I – we - got out of the fighter and down to the ground, I cannot
imagine, and with all the emergency supplies scattered about, too. There was food and water to last for a while,
and whatever tools and equipment I might be able to haul away with me… us. Yes, I refused to leave my sister behind to
have her temple desecrated by those animals.
I cared not the cost to me. It
was all or nothing. And that was that.”
“I believed it to be late in the day and possibly the season
to be high summer. The air was dry and
dirty with dust, enough so that the sun was setting in an orange haze. That explained why we were not yet
discovered, and their possible notion that we had not crashed, but hightailed
it away. I was sure when they found no
trace of our ship on their radar screens they would conclude we were hiding out
somewhere, but maybe not so close as we were.
Still, it was only going to be a matter of time before search parties would
come calling.”
“Rummaging through the emergency gear revealed a treasure
trove of valuables. The medical kit
contained everything from gauze, bandages and painkillers to surgical
equipment. I soon discovered that the
T-4 was captained by a ‘Major somebody or other’… the name I don’t recall. It was in transport to Commodore
CythereaNoah’ha’s flagship, the Cyrene, to be delivered to the major.”
“I tell you this because of how well stocked I found the
fighter to be. The major must have
personally stowed those treasures aboard before departing with the fleet. Well, whoever the person was, I’m grateful to
‘em. Those supplies saved my life.” She paused, quiet in thought.
Euroaquilo patiently waited.
*
(Author’s Note: I
recently received a letter from NikaoEimi, who served as a liaison officer aboard the Cyrene during the
Day of Tears battle. He was
pleased to inform me, after reading a transcript of this section of the book,
that he believed he was the major mentioned by Darla in her account. I quote a few of his words to me regarding
the aforementioned T-4.
“…My fighter I had
named ‘ChrimsonKnight’, was a relic assigned to me during the Three Hundred
Years War, I obtaining it for my personal use after the war ended. For most of the Great War, I served aboard
various Navy ships as a staff officer, coordinating activities between the sub
fleets, Special Forces, and the main carrier fleet. I left the T-4 at my home base on Stargaton,
feeling no need for it aboard the new carrier, Cyrene… that is until I was told
about Operation Willow. I immediately
requested base to have the ChrimsonKnight transported to me as soon as may be.
The manifest I received after the demise of the T-4 says that it was being
shipped aboard the troop
transport, Shallie.”
“You may possibly find more information on that
ship in the Archives De Loriet, at Tilgath, on Pilneser, the Navy’s Archival
Museum for the Great War.”
“From Adaya’s (Darla) description of events, I
believe the Shallie was the
troopship she sailed on and the fighter she took rescue in was my old
T-4, the ChrimsonKnight. If it is, I am
proud to think that my old battle tub helped to rewrite our history by saving
such a renowned hero and leader.”)
*
Darla sighed, returning to her account. “I hurried as best I could in preparing to
get away, not understanding why I’d not heard or seen any search craft. Then I heard it, the muffled roar of distant
wind, and then the hot, stifling air, hazy dust-filled sky. There was a storm coming… a massive sand storm. Now I grasped why no one was searching for
me. It didn’t make me feel better. I had to git, which meant braving hurricane
force winds, driving sands, and suffocating dust. No holing up for me.”
“It took me a little while before I was prepared to leave. I modified my breathing apparatus to filter
the air. My helmet was intact and I
borrowed Asteios’ left glove, seeing mine was destroyed. She was so kind, offering no complaint. Well, let’s see… oh, yes, I took what few supplies as I could carry, tethered
my sister up to my harness, and began the painful crawl south, down the
canyon.”
“The storm was the worst I’ve ever been in. I couldn’t see three feet at any time. My directional finder kept me on a southern
track, but my biggest fear was to crawl off a cliff into an abyss. That’s how bad the storm was.”
“By morning of the third day, the storm was easing enough to
prevent my traveling in the daylight. I
figured we were about two miles from the crash sight. The canyon was now spread out into a rock-strewn
valley about a quarter mile wide. There
were several overhangs, outcroppings, and a cave or two, making it easy to find
some hidden shelter. I holed up in a
little tunnel cave made by a pile of jumbled rocks and waited for night to
come.”
“This was the first real rest I’d had since leaving the
wreck. I heated some rations with a
chemical heater, and risked the removal of my helmet and breathing the filthy
air to enjoy eating, unencumbered, those delicious cooked morsels. That was probably the longest day of my life,
my not having a clue as to where I was or how to contact anyone, wondering
where I was trying to escape to, and believing it was all useless, because I
was going to die anyway. It was only a
matter of time.”
“Later in the day, after the heated red glow of a tortured
sun made its arrival, I heard the sounds of machines coming down the
valley. They had discovered the wreck
and were out in force searching for its crew.
For the remainder of the day, wheeled and tracked machines roared up and
down the valley, and search craft flew overhead. Fortunately for me, they did not realize the
extent of my injuries. I’m sure they
expanded their search much further a-field, thinking the escapees were making
time, hoofing it hard south. Whatever
the case, I saw no more search parties after that day.”
“Later that night, I pulled out and made my way further down
the valley. The hot winds picked up
again, making things difficult, but it did cover our tracks from any
pursuers. Tracks? I mean snaky, crawling marks. I couldn’t walk, but was on my elbows and
pushing with one knee, those painkillers numbing me up good.”
“I don’t know how far I made it that night and remember
little of the ordeal. I do recall
sheltering in some rocks through most of the next day. By now my water was almost gone. I stopped eating in an attempt to retain as
many fluids as possible. Worst, I took
the last of the painkillers that morning.
By afternoon, I was in such numbing agony that I doubt I cared if I
lived or not.”
“I took up the escape again that night. By next morning, I’d cast away my helmet,
gloves, all my gear, only saving my pilot’s pistol to blow my brains out with
if I got caught. Of course, I still
dragged my companion with me. I refused
to leave her behind. Not now, not after
all this! We would die together if need
be, but I would not leave her behind.
That day I didn’t even bother to hide.
I didn’t even care anymore. Why,
the pain was so great, I reached more than once for that pistol to end it right
there. But for some reason, each time
I’d put it away, thinking better of it.”
“That’s really the last I remember of things other… other
than one night. One night, the winds
were howling, blowing choking sand in every direction. I was so thirsty, so thirsty. And then I heard it… my tune. It was clear and pleasant, so sweet,
beautiful, but it wasn’t in my head.
Somewhere out in front of me, someone was playing my tune. It sounded like a flute. The hypnotizing spell that it cast over me
urged me on, ever on until, suddenly, I found myself splashing in a wonderful
pool of clear, cool water.”
“I drank and drank until I felt my innards would burst, and
then I fell into a deep sleep and dreamed.”
Darla leaned forward, staring intently into Euroaquilo’s
eyes. “The most beautiful dream I’d ever
dreamed! I remember floating in a silent
world of glowing spheres where all my long-lost lovers called out to me in
loving chorus. Why, even Asteios sang
sweet songs to me. I felt hands touch my
face, voices telling me how beautiful I was, how much they loved me. My heart ached with the joy of being in this
wonderful world. I wanted so much to
stay.”
“And then I heard the music again, it playing loud and
clear, but this time I discovered words in the hypnotic refrains. ‘Come now, little one, we must leave. For you, this journey does not end here. No, not for you… not for you.’ Then I heard Asteios laughter, such joyful
laughter. When it faded away, the music
began again, singing, ‘For her, child, for her, not you child, for her.’ I recall nothing more until waking to
blinding lights boring into my tormented eyes.”
“I cried out in panic, fearing the worst. . .
“I cried out in panic, fearing the worst. . .
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